December 27, 2010
People's feelings are at the moment from the decision. It was in that moment that my mind would make a decision.
I think I, too, if not that moment I will not make a decision. I do not regret the decision I did.
I just do not cruel month to make this decision and I also followed the pain for a month, in fact, a little earlier maybe I would not be so painful, and perhaps this is known as not willing to it, even if the injury is still another big heart to love. No, stopped.
In fact, the love and make a decision does not matter. Even if you do decide you still can love, but love never going past that can only be stopped now, before memories of the same will only have between now and then forget.
I have enough of my sink, and even if you love him for three years or even five years is a sad but also the transition period, when you feel enough time to stop it, if it continues to only have you hurt one.
What is what is painful struggle tears what is what is one sleepless night is just what is what you want to commit suicide do not want the night the day, there are many, many months I have come to understand. I think enough.
To love someone is not using time to measure, but the time to forget someone really is the best drug. Why do you say to God so love this tease others? Or the people too good.
That day, I was drunk I remember a man walked away a long time before that place, no longer walk, sit there and I cried like that piercing cry. Auto Diagnostic|VCM IDS|Automotive Diagnostic|VAS 5054A|volvo vida dice|Lexia 3|Nissan consult 3 |T300 key programmer|Benz Star|FORD VCM IDS Asked why the place is full of happy memories, sad place to be my past?
That day, I'm like a little girl just sensible to know what it meant to love and know what is discarded. I have been looking, that leave the back, but after all, dark eyes to see.
Even though I cried and cried, I want to you how much I regret it. To the present, can that still be the past as a memory.
In fact, I still miss him now, he would like to know everything, but now the idea is sensible, is no longer the impulse.
Now, I'm all your memories and even sad, and will stop at this moment today.
You make me feel very happy you had a very happy, I did not need to worry about all that, I can forget you peace of mind.
I once wrote a really long letter to you, but ... ... ... ...
In fact, many, many do not respond does not mean denial. Perhaps, I'll give your own reasons for leaving.
Write these, nor is it to explain what, just, I want to rebirth today, trying to suppress something this month in the heart stopped in today. I also like the old me, but I like the future.
That is only six years and I know what you mean, I would not go back on. It depends on how you do.
With you this time, I felt like a story. The story is not finished filming would continue. But the actor has to be replaced.
Do not care who has said that only care about forever. However, who really do not want to do forever? Forever with you can only say that the man is not him.
Destined to be perfect in this world, will certainly want to get lost as the same. This is a fair deal.
What is fair, is the same for the same. So, God, I tell you my love for me to take with you for my future success.
My heart's love is doomed to end at 23:38 today.
Ah H you regain freedom. To start to your future every day. Come on!
December 03, 2010
Living life, there is always a lot of love, affection, love, friendship and so many in this situation, some very short, some are very long, but they are a love, a later, will come to a new paragraph. Back and forth, until the day we sleep.
Even eachother, life together, that's a longer time, but some, who eventually died, died for nothing as well. What is the general situation will slowly released into the atmosphere as smoke.
A situation, we do not have too much in nostalgia. When he came to our side, we open your heart to accept her. Lost, we are pleased to release the hands, so she quietly left.v-checker|obd2|obd ii|MVCI interface|MVCI TIS|MVCI HDS|M35080 Maybe you will run into a better, or maybe she will be more happy, this is some good ending.
Eachother, life together. People think sounds forever. But there was always casual, even a lifetime, it will smoke died Underlying his Blueprint for bulk, as the spring catkins, instant filled the air, but after a heavy rain, it will fall into dust, then there will be the second year, third year , and so on.
Let the past in the past, no matter how many points the past sweet, how much romance. You should let him pass. Because it can only represent the past, only a memory, but not too much nostalgia. So, sometimes, let go, a kind of love her way.
A situation, the past is past. In the present, open the gate to greet the next paragraph.
November 10, 2010
What way to restore the love?
I know he is blind, and his aunt is our doctors. We have compared several times before the parent, not fancy but not their own people, that is, people do not fancy myself. The only difference is, he talked about a 4-year girlfriend, but I did not.
Just met that day, I definitely feel we are very satisfied with each other, the result is correct. His aunt said he liked me, I am very satisfied and I want to make good development. In fact, I see his face when the first think you will like him because he is my favorite type, all the more like the more afraid of losing, the more worried he is not really like me.
Sure enough, his temper is not very good, very self, big man, often quarreled, asked me to admit mistakes. I also admit that I was a bit "for" and promised to change and not change. This time in our exchanges, I paid a lot, his grandmother was ill, I went to take care of her; his cell phone is broken, I bought him. I do not know because I told him great, so he lost the fun of chasing girls called; or my tube too much, too much of his request, always suspect that he does not love me, just want to I have a relationship.
Noisy and in this way, we met with both parents, his family are in love with me. Can my family and even my friends around, no one like him. Said it was too self, not for me, I will suffer. We finally have a very happy, I really have no way to endure the thing: I fell and several needles every mouth, and he came to see me work the weekend. I promised to go before the 2 days a week to rest, but he did not come, said his grandmother was ill. I know that is an excuse, I do not want to ask, and we have repeatedly occurred before many times so as not happy. At first, all he found me, then I ask him, this time I really have no patience.
I sank through, and take the initiative to tell him the things I do not control the future, and well to do their own thing. If I wanted him to come back to me, I let it go. Who knows, after 2 weeks he texted me: he did not for me, good or separately, should phone the money to me.
I really can not accept, have been thinking, is not he requested a relationship with me, but I did not before, but they think you've said "use the body to keep a man is only temporary," I think it is right. I heard that he and I broke up with his family are very angry, said that after such a love as I could not find him, he was a good girl. He knew and acknowledged, but he still want to split. You say, how can I do? Has been unable to avert. Just wondering, will he back it?
October 18, 2010
If you could choose, I hope never loved
Late at night, I will think of you; alone, I'll think of you; happy, I will think of you; sad, I will think of you; help, I'll think of you. No matter how times change, they did not change those habits! Even if you've gone away, even though I understand that those "think" is just one idea can never be implemented again, but it is out of control surfaced again and again
How many times told myself, should end in the past, start a new life. Why again can be so difficult to accept one another? What should comfort yourself that "no fate", or should tell his "wounded heart has shut the door that had opened the door of love!"
When faced with a chance to start over, and my heart just kind of inexplicable pressure to the extent that can be breathtaking, always find ways to escape. Before we knew it, I actually already indulge themselves, to make itself so fragile! Love in the world even though we have a magnificent view, but also to suffer the invasion of the stormy sea, and now she could afford it?
Creation get people, although many things we do nothing, even had no chance to win, but those scars are not as people's helpless and has cut, to stay still so deep in the heart! If I could choose to re-do, I wish I never loved, or that the girl full of hope and longing, hope to enjoy more happiness than the face of despair ... ... ...
September 27, 2010
Valentine's Day the most helpless
Aiming Ming know there is a giving up, missing and is so unwilling.
Tanabata comes, I am a bit overwhelmed. Sad, from the bedroom, the extension to the school lawn, covering the small lake in the kiln, along the direction of the park to go, I have nowhere to stay, still sad.
Tanabata, it seems that is not part of my day. Because she already is not alone accommodate, without envy of others in pairs, do not desire other people's warm words, just use the silent mood of loneliness in the slightly disguised. Who wish to cover up the bump with ... ...
Well nourished lovers embrace, but also wet and lonely loss. Dreamy romantic love has a hazy atmosphere, the Tanabata embellishment is added to the atmosphere, love the simplicity and firmness. However, for the lonely, the lonely already a pain. Nostalgia lovers this festival of colors, and lonely people will never forget. Whether happy or sad.
Perhaps, a year a certain day, lonely people who have served and who have agreed on a day like this, with the holding hands, walked the streets of Jingdezhen, through the school field, has been to the studio's most quiet corner, said with each other, then the accumulation of a summer, but then unknowingly become now, now became a person guarding the place was agreed upon, then foolishly imagined that the love of their way just me and you only, but now it turned into just one solo song.
If not for now, would not have been agreed upon place, there would be no appearance of that vague figure, but will not have any beautiful desolate heart.Car Ornaments|Auto Locksmith Tools|LAUNCH X-431|D-CAN Interface|inpa k+can|xprog-m|upa usb|Alarms and Security Not all the lonely people will be remembered, but who from the beginning who will be imprinted in lonely soul, then in a special day, a dull pain. Memories gently extended, will end the whole person from my thoughts shifted to the other side. A man guarding the agreed place and a pair of lovers gathered at the agreed place like this place at least in terms of any of them are memorable, it is worth guarding, worth keeping ... ...
Alone willfully expanded in my mind, I got to the corner, remember the side of every flower, every wall, every one I want to leave the scene. Agreed to, and who, once again I can not help but let their guard blank. If one day life will really like this blank, then I will not care about any invasion of Tanabata, because at that time, I already had a real existence of guardian.
Now, the whole world is surrounded by sweet, but I forget the sadness in every minute, every second passing. Whether it was because I coveted these feelings now had already been turned into a lonely, so lonely in the combustion ashes covered my whole body.
I still have to stay stuck in the memories of the places where, if I so helpless feeling stranded, then whether there will be one day, my life will be like now turned into a blank in loneliness? A hundred years, a thousand years later, I still think, in that the agreed place, and who can tell if the accumulation of a summer.
Love seems like fireworks as Tanabata, the gorgeous streets of the rise in Jingdezhen, not enough time for people to finish to disappear. I will not change the fact that there, but now I can change that, that had similar location, will still be some, albeit I am a person.
Lonely, singing, singing alone in my Tanabata, I remember singing the picture there, I sat under a tree, looking at me she has that patch of ice blue sky, gradually, gradually, his thoughts starts to condense.
One day no longer recalls the passage of time she was a little bit of erosion in the end. Bmw GT1|diagnostic tool|auto diagnostic tools|Programmer and Chips |Auto Testing Tools|Transponder Key|Tire Pressure Monitoring System|Original ICC IMMO Calculator I will also cast doubt on all the past. That is the life I once had you, I really want to, and her life would never betray a lifetime contract? Longer and longer, moving in the direction of heaven, the angels Looking back laughter. I really stars in the sky in the summer night there was a promise? Quietly the entire sky, we really like the quiet and the sky gazing at each other? I'm really self-righteous in this life that I can hold her hand? Also, I'm really into all of her life? She left me a lot of fantasy, at that time, those who do not have too much fantasy modification, I can outline the future I want, I can see I do not remember the past.
I do not see it all completely different, is about to disappear, dreams related to her every word ... ... is the same, like memories attributed to silence. Also, in the middle, I have experienced, his happiness, loneliness, no perception of pain ... ... for today's Tanabata, everything is meaningless change.
Diluted when the memories, I know all the waiting, loneliness, the meaning of guardian for me, perhaps, who will appear in the seconds after, perhaps in the long, long time since who knows, I have to a person, with a person's Tanabata. love the North as the causal, the margin of life and death are doomed to have a silent promise that has been guardian to the present, a man walked through the long and helpless Tanabata.
September 21, 2010
Please remember that I love you
Ups and Downs of time in days, a number of sudden vision of the dream course, the temptation to lose the original, only a few scattered memories, traces of which remained in the years to come, accompanied lonely mind, a long time refused to leave.
During that emotions can not look back Oh, and when the soul can not really touch the pain has become? Little memory, little messy, Bmw GT1|diagnostic tool |auto diagnostic tools|Programmer and Chips |Auto Testing Tools|Transponder Key|Tire Pressure Monitoring System|Original ICC IMMO Calculator|some temperature, some tears and some precipitation Unforgettable feelings, so I choose, select the dwelling in this small corner, choose the tears of a slender pen, write down these are the days are dry and back, write down those unable to chase the dream.
I know that life is not such an exile, there is no such a luxury that can give up happiness to chase the homeless love. I clearly understand that this was, but deeply understand the Rouchang 100 as it turns Blanc 1000 Results. I can not Oh, can not give up my own, to wait around you, so you give me a color I can not see the future.
Can not control, can not be silent, can not give up, not forward, so, I chose to flee, to escape from your eyes no longer look forward to your love and promises, not exile their own, the dream of love.
Heart has a thousand knot, knot knot you.
Dream of a 1000 switch, and turns you.
Thus, it is so, like much of the distance, like much of the feel nostalgic and want to exile himself in a corner without you, so quietly to you,Car Ornaments|Auto Locksmith Tools|LAUNCH X-431|D-CAN Interface|inpa k+can|xprog-m|upa usb|Alarms and Security
quietly let thoughts rise to the taste of love, derived love, helplessness and sadness, derived from my solitude and desolation and heavy. I know that day, there are individuals, accompanied my loneliness and helplessness, accompanied me, Qinglei the two lines.
I am also clear that, Age Exchange, one day, you will ecstasy in the days ahead, life will smile, a smile recalled, smiling narrative concerns me the story. Then, perhaps, I will smile, cry, smile, remember, the shadow of a smile tell you what I have loved you - though by then you are the same so far.
Yes, what happiness do you feel more than this kind of memory I cherish? Also, what kind of feelings across than this 22 I dismay you feel more? To old to death, you'll be nostalgic feelings of my life, never betray, do not forget themselves.
Growing old on the day, please remember that I loved you.
September 08, 2010
Her first day back to work, human resources, he is responsible for reception. See the handsome appearance, brimming with boundless enthusiasm for him, her heart, such as caught a fly, this man had a dream that is N times that had met it.
He seems to have some of her special attention. Sure enough, he will always work to create all the conditions to help her with her own bright, quickly stand out in a few new people.
That Christmas night, he is about her tea. The mixing of tea, she would like to let him know that she has secretly fallen in love with him, then exporting, but nearly half a year just for his own help. While he generously said, "to help her because like her." A sweet heart at her watch.
With the thought, she told him that any information will be particularly concerned about the up and gradually learn from other people's mouth, and his family is a rare kind of superior, his father is chairman of a listed company, the mother is the famous city of surgical doctor, and was reportedly the daughter of future demands especially high, not only beautiful but also must have their own careers. Knowing this, her mind less immediately before the calm. And he compared himself in it? Parents are small town of ordinary workers and cultivate a college student daughter is their greatest achievement.Bmw GT1|diagnostic tool|auto diagnostic tools|Programmer and Chips |Auto Testing Tools|Transponder Key|Tire Pressure Monitoring System|Original ICC IMMO Calculator| The gap between the two is too high. The itself, which failed to soul's amazing the kind of intake, cause even more impossible to talk about.
Love the threshold is too high, but she was destined to step. She is thankful that he did not promise him anything, or a half-way love will die.
She is a girl that some scheming, ponder over and over again finally made up his mind how to do. She began to wish to escape his eyes and search, and more to their own work, she believed that some day soon, with his outstanding career to move him and his parents heart, she believes they have the capacity. He is still trying hard to pursue her, she has been hiding, she gave her more to the company, busy day.
After three months she was surprised to find, together, another girl into the company to pursue his obsession with the Soviet Union began. Everyone knows that the Soviet Union from the poor mountain areas, parents are not out of the rest of my life over the mountain farmers, in order to allow two younger brothers and sisters to continue their education, the Soviet Union only in the city to maintain a minimum standard of living. Moreover, the Soviet Union and look just the general, so she really did not mind the Soviet Union.
Once the company held a reception, he called to her must be going. Can order a single business, but she chose to accompany clients to eat, he said that the reception could not find her some badly, drinking a lot of wine, and finally taken away by the Soviet Union that he almost passed out ... ...
During that time she found him and the feelings of the Soviet Union suddenly close up, Car Ornaments|Auto Locksmith Tools|LAUNCH X-431|D-CAN Interface|inpa k+can|xprog-m|upa usb|Alarms and Securitycamel Knife Carving heart pain. But take comfort in that after six months because of a job well done, she was appointed manager, became the youngest company of women middle managers.
She finally had the courage to cross the threshold, she found him, his confession has been in love with him. He habitually looked at her affectionately, but shook his head, said: "late." Her heart instantly sink to the seabed. She first learned the story of him and the Soviet Union. Had drunk that night, he was the Soviet Union returned to an apartment, the Soviet Union was a dare to pursue love and happiness of the girl, he expressed his daring to love hot, he really was touched by this humble girl. And the simplicity of the past six months the Soviet Union also moved good and dedicated to his parents.
At that moment she suddenly understood the prince married to Cinderella, Princess married to flat head lad, love had no set threshold, the so-called threshold, but is itself a barrier to their own settings.
Meet, not to anger
One day, I was sitting home on a bus, passengers are many. A pair of male and female office workers happened to be my side, caught my eye.
Probably because many people, the boy will be in the girl's waist arm Wei Dang, afraid of people crowded behind her and softly asked, "are you tired? Be will want to eat?"
Saw girls impatiently replied: "I have enough trouble, and are not first decide what to eat good, ask me every time."
Innocent boy head down his face, then say I was impressed by some of the words: "Let you decide to want to accompany you because you like something to eat, and watch you have a satisfied smile, to today being unhappy at work forget. suffered by the wronged you work I can not help you, I can do is the only way. "
After listening to girls, full of guilt to say sorry. This seems like the boy renewed confidence, said: "It does not matter, and you meet is not for angry, happy as long as you like." And then kiss the girl hair.
Bus arrival, Bmw GT1|diagnostic tool|auto diagnostic tools|Programmer and Chips |Auto Testing Tools|Transponder Key|Tire Pressure Monitoring System|Original ICC IMMO Calculator the boy holding girl's hands the car, the car pulled away, I go back to see the couple, the boy still carefully protected girl.
That much okay, "and you meet, not for anger." Two people in love with how hard-won bond, why bother to use gas to wipe out all the happiness. Even when faced with a little love to ourselves, we have treated each other calmly and with love and courage to resolve, rather than deal with angry reckless manner.
Machine income hearts and on to the wind. A little place, missed the opposite may not meet. Amidst the mundane world and the vast sea of people, between people, a chance encounter, with slight knowing each other. An edge of the word, he gave the far ends of the earth two people, closely connected together, since then, rain, feeling, dark love. Encounter people in the world, Love is not easy to be seen as a beautiful fate, to be treated with sincerity, the descriptions a common love of movement.
For some time, I always got a friend in the middle of the night call, he always complained about not sleep, because one thing has been haunting him: some time ago he met a girlfriend, he liked her, but with the contacts depth, but his heart is not happy, and had his girlfriend in the knowledge that he learned before the boys get along with another six years. He was considering to marry her, but more and more convinced that angry, more and more convinced feels aggrieved: she has had six other people ah ... ...
I know this guy thinking his own pressing in a dead angle, he also knew that they were dead, can still be inspired to Buyiburao to be entered, and hit, like a stop-gap of the poor moth, working like mad to where light tossing. He knew it was self-torture, but he can not control himself. He was such a day, the idea of entanglement, not crazy strange.
I could do was listen, and guide him to think positive, but to get rid of this pain, have to depend on his own consciousness.
Have read a good book, entitled "The life of what it means," a distinguished psychologist Alfred Adler • written. He said that our troubles and suffering, not because the thing itself, but because we added the concept of these things above. He then quoted John Milton "Paradise Lost" in a famous statement: "Consciousness itself can cause heaven hell, heaven can also frustrating as hell."
Indeed, the late-night call to my friend, is in trouble under his consciousness, with the narrow thinking of the beautiful encounter into a hell. Originally, he found a very like his girlfriend, should be very happy fishes, He had the gift of gratitude to his fate, but he chosen not think so, but never forget her past. This is no different to their own fate played a knot. If he does not free to open, he can never be happy.
This is a strange life, travel, meet who is a beautiful accident, should treasure every journey with us in the tropical climate, because that is the heart can stop wandering the place.
An old saying: "fate, from the circle, is doomed, that fate." Hundreds of millions of years of time in the river met in this life, in living beings to act as the Red sea of the international will in this land here, regardless of sex, regardless of poverty Rich beauty and ugliness, bonds of this world precious, Car Ornaments|Auto Locksmith Tools|LAUNCH X-431|D-CAN Interface|inpa k+can|xprog-m|upa usb|Alarms and Security parliaments and international will treasure.
Taiwan writer Lin Ching also said: "There is only willing to affinity, if not willing, even if people will brush destined to miss. Margin is Heaven, were the people." Regardless of margin of margin of shallow, short-edge long edge, get that is luck. Life is too short to hard edge, we should all cherish, and apply the tolerance and open-minded to treat everyone in life, everything.
A Zen master to know one reason. He was very fond of orchids, while in normal Lecture, spent a lot of time planting orchids.
One day, he went wandering outside for some time before leaving his disciples to take account of the temple to take care of orchids.
During this period, his disciples are very careful to take care of the orchids, but one day when watering is not accidentally knocked over a rack orchids, orchid pots are all fall apart, and orchids sprinkled over the floor. Disciples were all so very much fear, he is going to master came back, leading to the master amends penalty.
Jackson came back, heard about this, they called his disciples, not only does not blame, but said: "I kind of orchid, one hopes to worship Buddha, the second is to beautify the temple environment, not to anger the orchid."
Zen Master why get upset because he though like orchids, but orchids heart Quewu this obstruction. Therefore, the orchid's gains and losses, joy, anger, does not affect his mind. Moreover, already so angry is useless, why should it mess with angry feelings, pregnant with emotion.
In daily life, we perhaps too concerned about each other, too concerned about emotional gains and losses, we are afraid to lose, and emotional ups and downs. Think about angry really resolve the problem? Conflicts can only make more acute or more of each other's feelings hurt? Open mind as to see to blossom.
And the dear people angry at the occasion, we can think more like "I am not angry with you to meet, but similar to a beautiful," then we will be able to designating another round of heart trouble serene. When you are going to fail to seize the mood, think of this sentence, may make more than add some sweet happiness factor it!
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